:D

Ahaha I love that song! Might as well updatee! =D (I'm bored alright.)

So, things are going okay. I'm not in the absolute best mood right now cos Robyn and I had a disagreement before she went offline. But it's between her and I, I won't say anything. We've been okay, still in love. lol.  

School is a month away exactly. I'm so nervous, but I think of it as a new beginning. I mean, new school, new me, new friends, new everything. I want this year to be done and over with because next year all the actual fun begins. I can take psychology and creative writing...I'm not nervous about the experience, I'm nervous about the first day. I'm going to get lost lmao. But besides that, I'm pretty excited. No uniforms! lol

Morgan, Sarah and I have not been on the best terms lately. Those two have been jointed at the hip lately, and I'm not appreciating it. They're leaving me out of pretty much anything. Not a sorry, nothing. And Morgan's changed too. That's not a surprise. I mean, I guess thats how things have to be. I'll make new friends. I'm always going to have my one best friend, Robyn lol. That's all I need.

I'm going to a party Friday night for the release of Breaking Dawn, the last book of the Twilight series. My friends Katie and Lyndsay are going too. It's gonna be us three, so I'm excited. lol. 

Hmmm...what else.
Fucking retarded boy is pissing me off. Figures, he's a year younger than me. lmao.

There's really nothing else, I'll update when something actually happens.
(Can you tell I'm not in a good mood?)
~angel_Scripter

My twenty one things I want to do before I turn twenty one. The wishes are in normal font and the commentary is in bold. Enjoy! Comments will be appreciated.

1. Stay in touch with friends. 
Either from middle school or high school. 
2. Get over my stage fright.
Mainly with singing. Acting I have no problem with in front of crowds, just singing.
3. Get a lead in a school production.
Hey, who doesn't want to be a star?
4. Go on at least one date.
It doesn't have to result in a relationship, just go out on a date with someone. 
5. Maintain a healthy weight.
Translation: Get the mofo doctors off of my back.
6. Wear a bikini.
Since I want a good body, might as well. I've always wanted one lol
7. Be confident.
Every girl needs confidence! :D
9. Graduate High School.
Well obviously I'm gonna be younger than 21.
10. Travel out of the country.
I've never been out of America. It would be a good experience.
11. Go to University in England.
I've decided on which one I want to go to. 
12. Complete a book.
I dont have to publish it. I'll just be happy completing something I'm so passionate about.
13. Get a tattoo.
I've always wanted one. I want it to mean something too.
14. Get a piercing.
It doesn't have to be wild. LOL. Just my cartiledge would be lovely (:
15. Help a stranger.
Random acts of kindness makes the world go round.
16. Drink alcohol.
Party, have fun. It doesn't matter if its just a sip. As long as I swallow it lol
17. Get someones autograph.
Perferably someone famous! lol
18. Fall in love.
Uhm this one is kind of completed. I just need to see the person I'm in love with lol.
19. Get married.
Here comes the bride...
20. Have a family.
Alice and Noah! :D (Yes, I have names)
21. Always be me.
Ahahah you're never gonna get anywhere being someone else.

Urgh...I need to talk to her...

Hey everyone. I'm sorry I haven't updated in two weeks, a lot has been going on.
I'm sure everyone is aware that I graduated, right? So yeah, I did.

Summer is boring as heck. I've been sitting around all month doing absolutely nothing. I mean, all I do is either clean or go on the computer (which makes no sense. If I'm on this damned thing, why won't I update my live journal?). Tomorrow I'm gonna be cleaning up because my parents ranted on me about 'doing things when they're told.' Yeah, whatever. 

But besides that, things have been going okay I guess. 
Robyn and I broke up. I know, shocker! We both agreed that things are just going to get worse if we stay together, so we came up with a pact/contract (that I wrote!). The contract (that Robyn said was like the contract that confused Squall in FFVIII), states that we're going to remain friends until I'm eighteen and move to England for University. I've been looking around for any good unis there. Any suggestions would mean loads!

But back to the contract:
Basically, until March 4th, 2012, we can do whatever we please. Robyn warned me about some things, which I'm fine with. But we can date and whatever. We just can't fall in love, you know? Which won't be a problem at all for me. 

Which leads me to why I'm up at 12:55a.m writing...God...
I hate Sarah and love her at the same time. 
She introduced me to this guy she knew from when she was little. His name is Josh, and he's a total cutie. He's so sweet, and he has snakebites!!! =P 
The problem is, he really likes me, and I know it. He's said some things, they don't bother me, but they're echoing in the back of my head.
Don't worry, I'll wait for you :] 
I'm ready when you are :]
Goodnight beautiful TTYL<3

I mean, sure, flatter me. I don't mind it...
It's just, this is too soon for me. I'm still caught up and it would be too much for me to handle. I told him that, and he understands thankfully.
We just met today, and we already have nicknames *rolls eyes*

Of course, I never did the '<3.' I don't love him, I love someone else. I mean, if I end up going out with this guy and he says he loves me, I'm screwed majorly. I don't want to hurt the guy. It's just...urgh...

And it doesn't help that I slept for an hour and my dreams were haunting me. 
URGH.
I HATE BEING A TEENAGER.

But aside from my gushy love issues.
I'm considering writing a book. I'm not going to write it now, perferably when I'm older and my parents don't need to read it. Most probably when I'm graduating high school. 
Fanfiction is okay, I wrote a bit of Musicale the other day. (I'm still surprised no one reported it yet...)
Collide, I don't know...it's coming along ever-so-slowly. *Rolls eyes*

But whatever. I need to go back to sleep and hope no one plagues me in my dreams.
Which probably will happen...Grr.
~angel_scripter

I've never felt this way before...

I have a big goal for myself. I want a great body for next summer. I want to be healthy, which I am, but I want a REALLY good body. So I'm trying to get ahold of Morgan so we can head to PlanetFitness to work out together. But the gal isn't answering her dang phone! So hopefully that works out.

Today was eventful. I got up at ten, ate breakfast, cleaned up around the house and then headed out to Walmart and Big Lots! to get earphones and an itunes gift card. I got Jeff Dunham and Peanut on my ipod now :3 lol But I loaded my ipod with some songs, so I'm good for the time being =]. 

So how am I?
I'm pretty good.
Summer offically began for me this week. I've been so busy babysitting these past weeks and it's been horrible. I finally have had time to relax. Robyn has been busy with her drama and school, so I've been being a good girl and been being paitent. =] 

And I have finally decided:
I AM getting my nose pierced; Ma still needs convincing, but it'll work out.
As for my hair, I'm keeping it this shade of brown and growing it out. I may want to get some red highlights or lowlights in it, but I'm not gonna get a color underneath. If I get anything bold, I'll get chunky highlights or something. That would look awesome =]

My tattoo designs are changing also. I know I'm only fourteen, but when I'm eighteen, tattoo parlor here I come. I've ditched the angel idea, still sticking to the roses. My idea now is two red roses together, wrapped around by a single white one. My drawing skills suck, so I may just have the artist draw it up. My dad said it would look awesome on my thigh, but I want it on my back.

Ah well, I have much time to figure it out.

My writing has been going good. I gave up fanfiction for good. I'm sticking to fictionpress for now. Colli(d)e is up to five chapters written, I'm working on the sixth chapter.

Robyn and I have been a lot better now =]. We talked everything out and we're as good as new. The little brat was in a mood the other night, but we're okay now =]. We're almost to six months, and it's amazing. Time flew by so fast, it seems like January was so long ago...

But I had an idea for our one year, but miss priss doesn't want anything. Neither do I, but I still have a little something. So tough crap. XP

So I'm good. =] I'm waiting on my reading list from Eastern. High school is only a few months awayy!

There is nothing much left to write...
So yeah =]
~angel_scripter
xxx

 

 VAMPIRE VAMPIRE VAMPIRE!!!

EDWARD CULLEN SOOOOO WOULD KICK JACOB BLACKS ASS!!!

*coughs* Sorry...

What a surprise, new screen name::

ilyxmegsweetiexo
Add meeeee =D

Hola LJ Nerdy-dears,

Well, I might as well update this damn thing seeing as though these next weeks I'll be absolutely busy. Tomorrow is graduation, and I'm well excited :D. Friday was my last day, it was sad. We signed balloons and handed them to the teachers; Jenn, Sarah and I bawled. lol I didn't stop all day! 

After school ended, there was a dance at ILS. I went, it was my last dance, and it was amazing =]. I danced and screamed the lyrics with Beccer =D. I'm surprised I didn't lost my voice! 

Ummm...Yesterday I had a cookout at my house. My annoying cousins came over and I wanted to shoot myself. But I didn't...Why? I don't know the combination to the safe holding the guns downstairs. Damnit...

Ooooo the Cullens are playing baseball! =D It's thundering and lightning outside...pouring rain too. I got soaked walking into the house. I have pics to prove it. They 're not too good...but yeah...lol

Okay, the damned things wont upload. 

Not too much is going on though...
Robyn and I have been hella busy lately; the both of us. And that is not in a sexual term either...She's been working, and I'm gonna be babysitting non-stop for a week. It sucks a lot...I miss her a lot and she kinda doesn't know it. Well, she will when she reads it. 

Due to this...I kinda feel we're growing apart. We don't talk as much as we used to. I don't want our relationship to weaken at all...I just wish we had more time on our hands now. I don't wanna grow apart.

I'm gonna go now. I want that VitaWater I bought...*shifty eyes*

Peace&Love
~angel_scripter

Hey everyone,
I guess it's been a while since I've updated this thing. Might as well tell everyone what I'm up to.  

Graduation is two weeks away, only seven days away until I'm outta school (counting days we're in school). We're all excited. It's about time. 

Yesterday my class and I went to New York. We saw the Statue of Liberty, went to Ellis Island, Mars 2112 for lunch and then we had freetime before we met up at the Wax Museum. (Pictures below.). Mom and I went into Sephora. I got some lip-plumping lipgloss and Kat Von D eye makeup. Then at the Wax Museum, I got two framed tributes to Audrey Hepburn and two NYC postcards with the Twin Towers on them. 

Here are some pictures of the trip::
Me and my girls. I'm the redhead with the glasses.
This is the view of the city from the ferry we were on.
You can't see me well, but this is us outside of Mars 2112.
The streets of NYC. They weren't too crowed.
Morgan and I on the ferry =] 
The girls and I. Sarah was getting boat sick =[ Poor baby lol
Jenn and I on the ferry lol (The wind was a-blowin'!)
This is Ground Zero. There's a huge ditch where the Twin Towers were. =[ 
Jenn and I took a picture of ANTM. =D
We told the Waitress that it was Sister Elaine's birthday! Even though it wasn't...*shifty eyes*
All Hail Lady Liberty!!!
This was in the wax museum. It's the famous picture of the three firefighters putting up the American Flag. My principal was next to me watching the video memoir of the twin towers crying. 
The Spice Girls and I!!! =D 
I look bad -_-;; lol Jenn and I were singing in American Idol!!! :-D

As you can tell, I had a pretty fun time =] 

It's almost 10, and I'm not very talkative as you can tell.

I've been well, just chilling out and prepping for high school. I got my schedule for Eastern and I'm pretty happy with it so far. 

Fanfiction has been well also. I updated Musicale for the first time in three months -_-;; Oopsies?

Robyn and I are still together =D I swear, I fall further in love with her each day, she's amazing =D 

What else...

I'm getting my nose pierced next month. And in four years my father is letting me get a tattoo. 

The tattoo is gonna be a rose. And I'm considering putting an angel in it too, sitting on the rose. My Dad said that was a good idear. I like it too. I sketched it out, and it looks horrible. I'm not gonna put it on here though. I already have bad pictures of me on here. I swear, the only time I can get a good picture of myself is when I'm taking a face picture. 

Example:



See, I look good in that one. =D

Anyways!
(Well, fanfiction readers know what I look like now.)

I hope everyone is well. I have another screen name (Yes E, again) MissxMegarahhx or Rock0fAgesxx 
Copy and paste please.

So yeah,
Love you all!
Talk to you after Graduation!!!
~angel_scripter

Hey, long time no post!!! =D

Ah, school is over in ten weeks!!! =D TEN WEEKS PEOPLE! And I convinced Mom to let me pierce my nose...=D
We're going to New York on May 23rd. I hope its not a cluster-fuck there. Last time we went, Mom, Morgan, Finny and I, oh my God...worst time ever. I guy hit on me. You feel my pain?

So I finally got my laptop back!!! Dude, it's amazing...even though I need to get used to the keys again with my nails. It's amazing how many mistakes I'm making with them...

Ooooo...Robyn and I are kissing lmao 
Sorreh...

The little shit is doing well. We got into a little tiff last night, but all is well again. It's been two months now...God, things are amazing. I don't wanna seem naive, but I wanna marry Robyn. I mean, she's everything I've ever wanted. 

That reminds me,
I have to watch The Swan Princess tonight. lol.

Back to Robyn.
She's just...wow...
I dunno how to explain it!
Its just, everytime she 'holds' or 'kisses' me, my heart just goes through my chest.
Not to mention other things we do....hehe
We won't go there!
=D
*winks*

The Chickas have been good. They went bowling today.
I stayed home and got my nails done.
Kim did them...oh my God...I am never chipping a nail from this day forward.

She slid another nail underneath the acrylic and took it off! I was like, FUCK OUCH!!! 
Not to mention my pinky stings from her sanding the nail down...
God damn.

What else...
I'm writing a gay fic on fictionpress. I only have some done of the first chapter and the Prologue is done.
I wanna go to the bookstore and get a gay girl book. 
You know, like books with gay pairings so I know what to do.
Yeah I know, I'm mostly gay myself but I wanna make it perfect =] 

I've lost a total of 18 pounds =D 
Just a heads up!

But all is well...
I can't write much really...
Oh!


Sister Elaine is still a bitch 
A very bitchy girl =D

And I'm 14!!! =D

So yeah...
I gotta post this so Robyn believes I wrote an entry =D

Comments?
~angel_scripter
xxxxx

Okay, I was sick pretty much all vacation last week and I thought that I was fine. So the other day I started getting really dizzy, once again, I thought I would be fine. And then late last night, I wanted to stay home so I made it look like I threw up. Okay I know, bad me, but then this morning...I really got sick. 

I am sick and tired of being ill. Ever since I've gotten my . . . . ., the medication for my PCOS has been making it a living hell, and its not even that time of month. The cramps are daily and they will not go away! I'm telling my mom I think its my medicine, she needs to call the doctor...I'm tired of being in pain. It feels like someone is taking a huge fucking knife and stabbing me. I hate being in pain, especially for this legnth of time. 

Besides that, things are going well. Robyn and I are heading towards our two month anniversary. We've gotten into little arguments here and there, but I look at it as the fights making us stronger. I love her so much =] 

I better go...

~angel_scripter

Um I wouldn't even drive fast in bad weather....lol.
But yeah, I would pay it.

Valentine's Day...is officially...my favorite Holiday.
Robyn made me this wonderful video with her in it. As soon as I saw it, I bursted out crying. She is so wonderful...and  was an idiot and just wrote how much I love her...among another thing....8-) But we both had a good holiday, and thats great.

Our anniversary was yesterday...I made a powerpoint and she made another video...except she was talking in it. I was smiling like mad. She always puts a smile on my face. I love her so much...=D She's my world. Hopefully when I go over Morgan's this week, we can do something....=D

Fanfiction is eh. I retired from Musicale although I'm probably not going to be writing it anymore. I'll keep it up just in case. I seriously have no ideas for it anymore. I'm so caught up in writing SR with Robyn. It'll be great!!!

Morgans over....I'll let her type something. =D

Alright, she doesn't want to write anything. Besides shes mad at me for not letting her have any candy....lol. 

I love Robyn so much....nothing in this world has ever made me this happy...

=D
Commennntttsss ? 
~angel_scripter

Oh Lord,
I never thought that Valentine's Day can be so stressing. Robyn told me not to do anything, but I did something anways. It's probably gonna suck compared to what she's doing. She's driving me nuts, telling me she did something. And of course, she isn't gonna tell me. =] I love her so much...I never expected to fall so deeply in love with a girl. But I guess it makes sense now. I really love her. With my whole heart. =]

Fanfiction is going well. Robyn and I are writing a fic called Sweet Revenge together. It's about when Rinoa and Squall get locked in a haunted house and this girl/ghost called Madison thinks Rinoa's her lover Abrianna. It's awesome =]. Robyn wrote so Squall catches Rinoa doing herself in the shower. =P Heeh. But Musicale is still on hiatus, I have to pleasure to write it anymore. I'll keep it up anyways just in case. 

School is good - three more months before vacation! Well, we have winter vacation the 18th through the 22 of this month so that should give us a break. I can't wait! Then on May 23rd, we're going to NYC for our class trip. The rapist/Fr. Al may be coming....hopefully not. It's enough that the penguin and miss preppy pants (the principal) are coming....Gahhh! 

What else to write...

Oh, I've had really bad cramps lately. They're going away, but they're still there. Damn womanly thing...why can't men have the kids?
Robyn: Because they'll come out stupid =] 

The con is approaching. I still need to lose the weight. I've lost about 13-17 pounds already within two weeks so I should be good for the con. Robyn says I dont need to change, but I just feel like I should. Health reasons, the doctor says...even though I'm fine!!!! >:o 

Getting my nose pierced at the end of the year!!! =D
I'm so excited!

Comments?
~angel_scripter

Three weeks... =]

Best three weeks of my life.

I dunno, I'm bored. So I figured I'd make that clear... lol

 

Gah...This whole SP thing is really getting me nervous. I need a full four year scholarship or else I can't go. I mean, I really wanna go there. I'd feel so much more comfortable. Eastern is a good school, but I'd rater go to St. Paul. Hopefuly I'll pass the placement exam 2/2 and I'll get the full four year scholarship...Please God let me get that scholarship...PLEASE! *prays*

But anyways...

Today was good. Sarah and I talked about Robyn all French period. =D I love her so much....Robyn, not Sarah...well I love Sarah too, just not romantically. LOL. I now call Robyn my knight in shining armor. She blushes whenever I call her that . . . little cutie! =D I love her so much.

I'm shadowing at St. Paul's on Wednesday of next week. I have to miss Sport's day! Damn, I was gonna wear my Red Sox shirt . . . Sorry Big Papi! =[ Damn . . . and I can't get on Sister's ass about being a Yankees fan either . . . Ah well! I get to get cute pants anyways =]

I am getting my acryllic nails this weekend! I'm getting my pants and getting my other piercing in my ear too! If Morgan can sleep over too, I'll be like wow! =D Robyn is bricking meeting her, she's so nervous. I just tell her to be herself =]. She'll be wonderful. 

I can't wait until Friday . . . maybe I can stay home tomorrow . . . just play hookie. LOL. I don't wanna go to gym. 

~angel_Scripter

:-) I just finished my St. Paul's admissions essay. I'm gonna try to get in, but I need a full four year scholarship. *sighs* Ah well, if I don't get in, I don't. I'll just go to Eastern. I really wanna go to St. Paul's though. Even though I won't be able to get my nose pierced when I become sixteen, I can get a tattoo and just hide it under my clothes, right? Right? 

School is going well, today is my last day off from my three day weekend, sadly. I gotta go back to the evil Nun's hell tomorrow.  *Groan* Ah well, I only have a four day week anyways. And next week is just a walk in the park. Catholic School's month is great! You miss classes! And next Tuesday is pajama day!!! =D Whoo! Then next Thursday we're going to the Palace Theater to go see a dumb play . . . it's the whole school going. My school is so small, we could all fit in two buses or something. *Rolls eyes* I'd rather stay home that day or something . . . Take me to see Romeo and Juliet and I'm there. Not a play called, 'The New Kid.' God, talk about gay . . . 

Jenn and Emily are still kinda getting on my nerves. Especially during Saturday night when everyone but me went into the bathroom. Morgan and Becca I forgive, but it's the other three that do it consessively. I mean God, it's FAMILY BOWLING! Not: Oh lookie! Let's go into the bathroom and leave Megan! Morgan and Becca probably though I was with them or something. Then Morgan sat on my lap. Lol. Other than that, I got a strike and two spares! =D Yeah, I'm a good bowler. 

Robyn, my baby girl, and I are doing great. I'm really happy we're together. She makes me so happy! =D She may be an idiot, but she's my idiot and I love her for it. God, we're such a freaking awesome couple. We've been talking about our future . . . the word 'baby' has been coming up a lot lately . . . and marriage recently came up. It's weird, but in a good way. I never ever thought I'd be in love with a girl and wanting to get married and having a baby. I guess life is unpredictable. But I'm happy and that's all that matters. 

The poor girl was stressed out with drama today . . . I just hope all goes well tomorrow for her. I have freaking school and music class . . . *Rolls eyes* The freaking teacher smokes in the music room . . . then tries to cover it up with bubble gum! I mean, hellooo! You're around little kids you bitch!!! I hate her . . . not as much as Sister though . . . 

I want my acryllic nails!!! Sorreh . . . 
There I go talking like Robyn again! That girl is rubbing off on meh! See! LOL 

Comments?
~angel_scripter

Well,
ROBYN'S MY GIRLFRIEND!!! =D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D Hehe....Sorry, I'm really happy. (Did I put that in my last lj? =S)

Today was good. I told Emily to Shut up again today. Morgan's voice was straining and she wasn't supposed to talk, but I asked her a question. Emily goes:
Emily: Morgan! You shouldn't be talking! 

Then I go,
Me: Emily, shut up. It's not up to you what she does, its her voice and she can do whatever she wants with it. 

Then apparently, according to Sarah, Jenn sent Emily an 'eye roller' referring to me.

Me: Let her have her hissy fit. I honestly don't give a shit.

But now I'm talking to Robyn, we're doing well. =]

I'd put more in . . .  but there is nothing too big going on . . . lmfao

~angel_scripter

I know, dumb title. Haha.

Yesterday was awesome! It sucked in the beginning because  Sister yelled at me for walking on black ice. You seriously think I'm gonna see it when it blends out on the black top? And as for the cones, I'm sorry! God, add another pipe up that ass of hers. But the day got better and better until Literature hit. I asked Ms. S if I was able to write a gay love story for a short story....I can't. So I walked out into the hallway with Sarah and Morgan and I almost cried. Sarah helped me, then we went into Sister's class to prepare for the Carnival that was today. Then I told Sarah how hard it was for me. She understood; she's really standing by me. It means a lot. Morgan has always been there for me, and now Robyn is too, so yeah...

Last night, I asked Robyn to be my girlfriend. She said yes!!! Then we had a lil' celebration . . . *shifty eyes*. Don't ask. LOL. It's complicated. So we're really happy now. It's great. So I guess I'm legally bisexual now, then? LOL.

I hope I can lose enough weight by the con...I want to either go as Rinoa, Ada or Yuna. Yuna's costume is so hard to find...and Ada's is good, it's just hard to find a good one. Rinoa's I can probably buy the duster and make everything else. I don't know....hopefully it will settle in later on down the road. And E, yes I'm still up for being a con spy!!! LOL. If I went as Ada I'd have the whole look going: Sling on my leg with my phone, sunglasses and mysterious additude. LoL. 

Today was awesome! Morgan told Jenn off, I told Emily to shut up, Sarah snapped at Sister and then made fun of her. 
Sarah Snapping At Sister
Sister: Sarah....Sarah....Sarah....
Sarah: WHAT?!
Sister: Do not get snippy with me!

Me Telling Emily To Shut Up
Emily: No! That has to go over there!!! I've done this like a billion times.
Me: Emily, just shut up!

Highlight of the Day!!! 
Morgan Telling Jenn Off
Jenn: Oh my God Morgan, you didn't even write it right!
Morgan: *in valley girl voice* Like, oh my God, *throws notebook down* I like even didn't write it right! Sorry!

Then Vinnie chimed in and went, Why cant we all just get along?

I'm gonna ask my mom if I can get my acryllic nails done. Sarah has hers, and she want's me to get mine now. LoL. I love that chick!

Comments?
~angel_scripter